i'm feeling guilty.. i shd have said something.. but do i really wanna blow up the issue? i guess in this case i shd have. but what if he denies or like become violent? what if she liked it? but how can anyone like this kinda thing?! okie i'm rambling. let me start from the beginning...

yesterday while i was on my way to meet Ah Lee for drinks are raffles link, i encountered this incident that has left me disappointed with myself, the male population of singapore and the general male species. u ask why... ask and u shall receive.

i was on the escalator up towards the control station when i saw 2 girls wearing short skirts. one in particular really caught my eye (not in the i'm so sexy, look at my 'seem to go on forever' legs) it's more of the 'hmm she's a bit plumb... shd she be wearing something so short and transparent?' type caught my eye. so we were going up the escalator.. and then quite suddenly, this guy (harmless looking lil thing) came from my right side to stand between the girls and me. (the girls were like 3 steps ahead of me.. and the guy was just noe step in front of me. so i was thinking to myself.. he obviously isn't in any hurry.. but how come he so 急 to get on the escalator in front me. and i remember also thinking, don't tell me he wanna peer up the girl's skirt man.. cannot be so conincidental right?!

so he propped his leg onto the empty step between him and the girls.. okie at this pt, he acted kinda suspicious and i was almost confirmed that he was going to peer up her skirt (or something to that effect) and then being me... i was trying to peer over his shoulder, to see if he was trying to do anything funny.. which i didn't manage to see until when we were approaching the top of the escalator and i saw his hp. imagine the shock and horror i was in. absolutely terrified. and i was talking to prinkles on the phone and i just cld not continue whatever i was talking about. utterly speechless loh. and he just walked away calmly (in a hurried way). and i was just left there... looking at him and looking at her and wondering what the hell i shd do.. call out to her to tell her or stop him and demand to see his hp?! what should i have done?

on one hand i wanted to speak out. and on the other i dunno if i shd. i was scared that things might turn ugly. i'm too singaporean liao. always keeping quiet not speaking out for fear. fear of what i also dunno. and i was too in shock liao. but no excuse. deep in me, i felt that i really shd have said something. who knows, maybe that video is now on youtube. feeling damn bad now. such cheap and disgusting thrills like this also can make someone's day ah? so totally disappointed in singaporean guys lah (generally)..



and u wonder why i'm always in berms and jeans... DUH!








i believe in karma.. what goes ard comes ard......